sorry

i know i suck at updating and the other blog i hv with my friends is suffering a lot too but then again who cares its not like we are important lool

a quick round up of what happened is i am honest and i want to be honest all the time and so i get crucified because of it.

i tend to want to be myself rather than conforming to fit how society wants me to be, and so i stand out and am called wierd, gay, retarded, stupid and ugly ... if you tend to make these assumptions about people before you ever actually meet someone than all those adjectives apply to you tenfold.

it is so stupid to judge people. i mean surely every single one of us has once seen someone in an outrageous outfit and laughed at someones expense but as long as we dnt make a habit of it and make the person feel miserable then thats fine.

it is fine in my books to make fun at peoples expense but within reason ... i mean you cant help laughing if someone falls a particular way but then if you see he is hurt rather than continue laughing you have to have the decency to walk up and help him. you have to be ready to help any random stranger who might need your help.

remember the best laughter is when you can look at yourself and laugh. and the funniest jokes are generally centered on you. the funniest stories are centered on you. and when you tell these storied people can tell if they should laugh or not depending on how, the ppl can either laugh if you are serious meaning they are not your true friends but just people who keep you around, or they can be the people who are ready to laugh at your stories but help you at any time ... those are real friends.

i like to think i am one of the people who will try to help anyone as is necessary but then again people will judge me as wierd because i am different and might refuse my help or think twice about asking for it

to those people ...

a big FUCK YOU is in order

cheerio

happy 2008 btw

the freak